BLACK&WHITE

-Wednesday, December 31, 2008 '

im sick. x( i feel light-headed. and cold, and hot at the same time, and some of my fingers were numb. i went home during the 2 hour break to sleep. and even cancelled piano lesson to sleep more. then i went out to meet bestie at night.

she made plenty of sense today, though she felt she didn. hey bestie, if you're reading this, your words woke me up. so yeah, im gonna move on. whooooo.

lesson tmr, then work, then piano lesson, then to countdown! :D i wanna beg mama to let me goooooooooooooooooo. x(

把爱放开把手放开

如果你的心已不在

把爱放开不再等待

你的温柔是一片空白

把爱放开把心打开

这次我决定走出回忆重来

就让我彻底地伤再彻底地醒过来

i think this song is really nice and meaningful, though its from quite long ago. hahaha.

happy new year eve people! :D

im feeling a whole lot better. :D

12:28 AM;
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-Saturday, December 27, 2008 '

whooooo. FO training again today. this time its the walking to bukit timah and climbing up the hill. and i actually hanged on throughout. its definitely an achievement for me! :D :D :D pearlyn oso felt that sense of achievement. hehehe.

anw, i think the katong laksa there tastes awesome! janel got it, and i tastes a bit of it, and i decided that i want it. heh. :D they said the prata there is not bad, but next time la. hahaha.

school is reopening sooooon. oh man, i dont think i have time to do pacc tutorial leh. tcher said hes gonna go through it on monday. if i dont do it later, i really wont have time to do it. @.@ i need to pack up my balcony too. mama has been nagging since i came home from the first FO training. hahaha.

i think that sentence that edward cullen said in twilight is awfully sweet.
"i don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore."
awwwww.

10:39 PM;
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-Friday, December 26, 2008 '

caught twilight today. thats my 3rd movie this week. first was ip man on monday, then yes man on christmas (the one i fell asleep watching. :x ). whooooo.

i wanna catch bedtime stories! heres the reason why.

i really laughed till @.@ when i saw the commercial about it that time when i caught bolt with delphine.

mama found this on the net. so i put it here. LOL.

"I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore."
i think thats really sweet. awwwww.

11:44 PM;
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schools gonna start again soon. this sucks, BECAUSE I WANNA PLAY MORE LA. 3 weeks passed so fast. but the good thing is that mst is over. WOOOOO. otherwise i would have been studying the whole of this week. hahaha.

i forgot to say that i got myself an organiser! i think its really really pretty. yueyin and i got a matching one. mine is "dream" and hers is "passion". mine is black and hers is white. we got it from artbox at the new jp extension. the things there are really pretty and quite useful! i'm so tempted to buy many many many things la. if only it was a hardcover organiser, then it would be awesome.

im doing quite many bad things recently. karma is gonna get me soon. ohno ohno.

and thank you. it was a heavy load off my heart. that'll be my best gift for this christmas.

1:27 AM;
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-Thursday, December 25, 2008 '

whooooo. i'm kinda busy these 2 days. busy not as in work and serious stuffs, busy as in FUN.

went for 4E3 CHALET (!) at pasir ris on tuesday night and stayed till wednesday morning to pack up and leave tgt. talked till pretty late about 2 main topics. HAHA. den i couldnt take it, i and slept. i woke up at 8am plus to find everyone sleeping, and so i went back to sleep. LOL. and then i woke up again at 9am plus. arnd 11am we left. most of them went to have lunch at white sands, but yueyin jocelyn and i went back.

my afternoon plan was cancelled, so i went to dine at the new swensens at jurong point! JURONG POINT IS FRIGGING BIG NOW. @.@ i could really get lost la. HAHAHA. chatted with yy about many things, and mann, i learnt about many things about the 4e3 people. they're definitely not gossips. i'm missing the secondary school days (again). gone were the days that we understand each other almost perfectly, and gone were the times that even if you said the wrong things, they would be understood in the right way. those days were gone. i'm definitely missing every single bit about secondary school life.

then out with the cartel people last night. i thought it was just a eat and talk and byebye session, but we caught a midnight movie, and i was super underdressed. because i was about to go for mandy's party. Lol. but, whooooo. my very first midnight movie, and i fell asleep many many times. i wasted my money laaaaa. because they said it was an awesome movie. i think so too, because everytime i woke up, there was something to laugh about. LOL. cabbed home with them, AND THANK YOU MANY MANY PEOPLE! thanks for sending me back to jurong west before going back to the north. sorry for the trouble too. :x reached home really really late, and went to sleep almost immediately.

alrighty. im gng work now. okbye. :D

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3

4:44 PM;
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-Tuesday, December 23, 2008 '

i have so much to say. sososo much, but i cant say it out. the other reason is because i speak too slow, and im kinda overflowing with words that are yet to be said inside.

and you know i feel so cheated. really. really really cheated. hopefully you'll stop it soon. cos its not nice at all, not a single bit. cant you just be honest huh. you're so contradicting your own words. you're the kinda person that disgusts me. well, of course i dont feel that way when you're around uh. but when i think back, thats the kind of person you really are. Lol.

and theres a limit to everything. dont push it eh. enough is enough.

gng bathe now, and rush down to pasir ris.

hey cynthia, you better not forget what you're thinking right at this moment.

6:18 PM;
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-Monday, December 22, 2008 '

my heels hurt.

i have many many towers of books in my study room now. cos ma and pa got me a new shelf. so the things on the shelf had to be emptied, and then placed onto the new one. the problem is, i dont have the time to shift the things back onto the new shelf. tsktsktsk.

work yesterday and airport duty yesterday. work today and airport duty just now. i ate at wangs cafe just now! i still think ya kun is nicer. hehehe. and i gotta buck up on my audits, a whole lot.

and thank you mandy for the card! i was too shocked (and too slow) to react when i saw you. i was still in bananarama waffle mode when you passed me the card. LOL. Merry Christmas to you too! :D

btw, cafe cartel really has the yummiest waffle i think. you dont need maple syrup to go with it. whooooo. YUMMY! :D and you dont even need the ice cream to go with it to have it taste awesome. HEHEHE.

alrighty. OFF TO SLEEP! NITES! :D

1:56 AM;
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-Saturday, December 20, 2008 '

BACK FROM CHALET! :D

hahaha. the 3 days passed really fast. i hope the people who went enjoyed themselves, including the OCs! :D

i really had fun being the secretary for this event. WHOOOOO. and this is the first time we hit the no. of target participants, and also, this time we didn go over-budget! :D and the indemnity forms are all filled up already! YAY! :D

on the way home on train yesterday, something happened. pearlyn and i were talking about dramas, and then she wanted to say 1 litre of tears, and then she said Half litre of bucket. HAHAHA. then she kept changing the topic to other things la. LOL.

okay. gng prepare for work later. and i've got airport duty later too.

lastly, WELFARE ZAI! :D

6:42 AM;
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-Tuesday, December 16, 2008 '

whooooooooooo. one packed week ahead!

okok. i came back from aspiration camp. and wanted to do the minutes for cscc day, buden, i couldn't take it, so i went to sleep. (anw, it'll be up tonight. confirm!) the camp is quite fruitful, cos it made me learn many things about down syndrome kids. although i hold many regrets now, i still think its a fruitful camp. :D

then was work on sunday morning and airport duty. :D

then welfare meeting yesterday. its the longest meeting that ive ever been to. LOL. then i went to buy socks at bishan before work. I ACTUALLY RAN OUT OF WEARABLE SOCKS. wearable as in not loose or too big. :D then work as cashier. i think its karma or something la. from 6pm to 7.15pm. i kept complaining that its very boring and theres nothing to do. then in the end, ive got tons of dessert and cashiering to do. yvonne and brian and joanna had to come and help me. LOL. i even provided free labour till 10.50pm just because i couldn't finish what i had to do on time. Lol.

then cartel christmas party! basically, its just eating and laughing la. guixiang was sitting next to me, so i dont need to worry if im bored. HAHAHA. and then we took some pictures and went home. :D

okok. work later! i overslept and missed piano lesson. :x but tcher said i could go for lesson at 6.30pm. :D

10:10 AM;
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-Thursday, December 11, 2008 '

camp tmr, and i haven pack my bag yet. reporting time is 7.30am. HAHAHA.

meeting this morning. and then i couldnt go for the welfare meeting. =x the next meeting i sure go. cos i confirm not working on monday afternoon (im keeping that time for meeting! :D).

worked this afternoon and just now. got extended till night. hehehe. i was whining a lot just now. =x and i couldnt finish my things in time. so i asked for help from eunice and joanna. and quite a number of things happened. Lol.

camp tmrrrrr. and i'll be back on saturday. as in back home, not back here. hahaha.

12:05 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Tuesday, December 09, 2008 '

DELPHINEEEEE at Benten Cafe. :B

OH IT WAS SAD.

yesterday marked the last day that i spent with pair of sandals. (and now i gotta get something casual to wear to school. -.-)

OH IT WAS SAD.

it walked with me through many many things, and also gave me the mark of my life:

OH IT WAS SAD.

that it cannot spend anymore time with me. because now its like that:

OH IT WAS SAD.

LOL.

yesterday on the way home, the thing snapped while i was going down the escalator. i was damn shocked. because less than half an hour ago, delphine and i bumped into (lightning) neko at sportslink, and then i was talking about how long my sandal lasted and about his sandal that snapped, too.

anw, i know its very very very dirty. i was thinking of washing it today or tmr, because of all the shit and mud that i stepped on at padang. but because it snapped, wearing it to the padang sort of made it become a disposable pair of sandals, because im not wearing it anymore.

and i was all whiney yesterday on the way home. i was "walaooooo"-ing all the way. sad uh.

10:34 AM;
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-Monday, December 08, 2008 '

and i didn update yesterday. but anw, IM HERE AGAIN. HAHAHA.

the night before the standard chartered marathon was fun, all the way till morning. WHOOOOO. chats with some welfare peeps were nice, and the playing of cards in school was madness. but its a whole lot of fun for sure. HAHAHA.

and then i'll fast forward to the standard chartered marathon event. my groupmates chatted a bit, and i was really really exhausted, and so i just sat and listened. then when the first few runners came back, i went to sleep. =x sorry sorry. then gave out the medals. and then we were allowed to leave.

trained back together with jingwen mandy derrick johnson and moonkian. and then went home, and slept all the way till this morning. HAHAHA. then went out for piano lesson and came home to change and have lunch, and went out to meet BESTIEEEEE! :D we watched bolt, and then dined at long john, and then at Benten Cafe for desserts (this new restaurant that replaced the pizza place, maybe its not new, BUT JUST THAT IM NOT AWARE LA. HAHAHA.) and then walk walk. heh.

im crazy about chip and dale since forever. the elmo thing, is just a "3 minute hot degree" if you translate it directly into chinese. HEH. im currently begging mama to get me that chip and dale cushion from MICKEY (also a new store, that replaced gift a name. maybe it isnt new too, but the point is, IM NOT AWARE. LOL.).

alrighty. heres the most important thing of the entry. BOLT IS NICE, AND ITS ONE CARTOON THAT MADE ME CRY. go watch! madagascar is more of a laugh-all-the-way thing. HEH.

i know im a bit late for this, but HAVE A NICE AND FUN TRIP SHI'EN AND SHIRLEY! TAKE CARE EH! :D

enough of my wordy entry. i'll end here. okbyenites.

I HAD FUN TODAY DELPHINEEEEE! and i got your words. <3<3<3

11:29 PM;
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-Saturday, December 06, 2008 '

IM BACKBACKBACKBACKBACK.

MST is over, projects done with, and presented/submitted. i was really waiting for this moment to come, THE MOMENT I CAN SIT DOWN AND UPDATE. HAHAHA. didn manage to update yesterday cos i was running around the island. Lol. after econs paper, i went home to put on my contacts, then went to cut hair, and then went to chinese garden. then i went to bishan for work.

it was really really really busy last night. even though many people help me clear the order forms already, there were still many settlements undone, and then there was a long queue of people who wanted to settle the bill, and they came straight to the counter. and then among the people who were queueing up, some wanted to order the half-priced cakes for takeaway. damn mad ah. and i reached home really really really late last night because i missed the last train to city hall, and had to take the last train to jurong east. and i cabbed home from jurong east.

ALRIGHTY. i'll update tmr night, i think. standard chartered marathon tonight, or tmr morning. maybe i'll see alex. LOL. :D

ohya, we need to wear a santa hat at work. I THINK THATS REALLY CUTE. HAHAHA.

11:45 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.